My Birthday

Well today is my birthday and it pretty much sucks ass..
I miss my boyfriend like Crazy, its really hard for me to adjust without him here.
I'm soo use to seeing him every morning, sitting next to him during class, working on homework together, eating chow together, doing EVERYTHING together.
He called me at 1202 am.. it was cute just to wish me happy birthday.

I found out last night my grandpa has lung cancer,
when he went in for surgery on his leg.. and they started doing tests they found the cancer.
my grandpa is 78 and I don't know what Im going to do when he passes away.

The dry cleaners messed up on my uniforms today,
they didn't even freakin press my BDU's.. i have no creases.
and im super pist.
Im going to have to drive an hour down to mcchord and get all my alterations and pressing down down there before I go to Japan.

Its raining like crazy up here today and it sucks.

I went to Walmart and bought two dvd's and a DVD rack.. its cute.
My mom sent me a present via fed ex which was nice of her.

My lil sister hasn't called me all day and I can't talk to my dad until like 9 pm tonight.

I hate today.
And Im being very negative and I don't care.

All I want for my Birthday is for Chris to show up at my door step and when I open the door he gives me a hug.
Thats all I want.
I would never ask for anything again if he could do that, but I know plane tickets were super expensive at the last minute and I don't want him spending all that money on a ticket for 4 days...

Good news is today he's checking out which cities the DC's are in up here so I can help him find places ot live.
I can't wait for him to move out here.
Im going bananas without him.

He told me he went ring shopping yesterday,
He's soo cute.
Im seriously madly in love with this boy.. and i KNOW.. ABSOLUTELY KNOW he is IT..
Nothing else matters but him.. and he truley makes me happy.

ahhhh..

haha